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Charades

by Heather Hutchison

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Ken Tomiyama Heather and her partner Jordan are truly gifted musicians and composers. I started following her with the release of Where The Ocean Meets The Sand CD and bought her back catalog. She recently received the 2016 Vancouver Island Music Award for Pop Recording of the Year for her song Reason To Stay. As any indie artist would attest, it takes a lot of time, money and energy to get their music out (a shameless plug to support these guys). Favorite track: There's a Reason.
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1.
How can I pretend that I don’t care You’re easy enough to fool But because of you I can’t lie to myself anymore And I need to save somebody else So maybe I can save myself And life is like porcelain When we fall we can pick up the shards And put them back together again But we’re never quite the same And I hate all the cracks and crevices That make me who I am But maybe if I looked in the mirror today and loved who I saw Maybe it wouldn’t matter if you don’t want me at all I will drink your poison And even though it burns I’ll take all you have to give me And then turn away in shame But I’ll keep coming back to you Again and again and again Life is like porcelain When we fall we can pick up the shards And put them back together again But we’re never no we're never quite the same And I hate all the cracks and crevices That make me who I am But maybe if I looked in the mirror today and loved who I saw Maybe it wouldn’t matter if you don’t want me at all Maybe if I looked in the mirror today
2.
We’re far from the noise of the city The books the parties and the people that we know Far from expectations Deadlines and idealizations We’re far from the world Not in body but in mind We’ve been a long time coming to this so take me away Take me away And I’ll try not to say the things that I don’t mean to say And I’ll try not to be so damn cliché And I’ll try to help the world see Who I know you are But the one thing I can promise Is I’ll try I'll try You’re so many different things to so many different people But to me you’re complete You can rock my soul Or bring me to tears with your quiet grace What’ll it be today Take me away And I’ll try not to say the things that I don’t mean to say And I’ll try not to be so damn cliché And I’ll try to help the world see Who I know you are But the one thing I can promise Is I’ll try And I’ll try not to say the things that I don’t mean to say And I’ll try not to be so damn cliché And I’ll try to help the world see Who I know you are
3.
Drifter 04:29
Another lonely highway and it’s 4 AM Your coffee’s long since empty and you’re the only one awake The dark night holds you in its cold embrace And you feel so all alone You’re a drifter but it’s times like these you question The choices you have made And it’s times like these you wonder If this journey makes sense at all Or if it’s just one more mistake You paid little heed to the warnings Followed your heart instead You never thought it’d be easy but right now you wanna turn around To see one familiar face ‘Cause everyone’s a stranger though every city’s the same You’re a drifter but it’s times like these you question The choices you have made And it’s times like these you wonder If this journey makes sense at all Or if it’s just one more mistake Pull up to the pump around 5 AM And smile wearily at the single mother in the next car You don’t know her story but you know that look in her eyes She’s a drifter just like you and she’s probably made a few mistakes And suddenly you don’t feel so tired so scared so alone No one said life would be easy Or that things wouldn’t be so damn unfair Yes you could sell your soul to reach the top But you know you’re stronger than that You’re a drifter but you don’t have to question The choices you have made And you don’t have to wonder If this journey makes sense at all Or if it’s just one more mistake Another lonely highway and it’s 6 AM But the sun is coming up
4.
Charades 03:27
Excuse me can you talk a little louder I don’t think I understand quite what you mean Excuse me can you stare a little harder ‘Cause clearly there’s so much more that remains to be seen And I know very well how to play the game And I’ve bought into this charade You can watch my actions but I won’t speak My words would only be wasted ‘Cause you think you know that I’m just who you want me to be Don’t turn away now I’m obsessed with your acceptance and I need to make you understand Trust in me and I won’t ever let you see me fall ‘Cause in your eyes I’m already weak And I know very well how to play the game And I’ve bought into this charade You can watch my actions but I won’t speak My words would only be wasted ‘Cause you think you know that I’m just who you want me to be You’ve gotta look away now I’ve gotta walk away now ‘Cause you just can't You just won't see 'Cause you just can't You just won't See And I know very well how to play the game And I’ve bought into this charade You can watch my actions but I won’t speak My words would only be wasted ‘Cause you think you know that I’m just who you want me to be
5.
Hello 03:19
I’m so tired of this life Of the never ending hurt and strife Now I’m lying here immersed in all my pain and fear Can you hear my desperate cries or are you too caught up in the lies Hello I need you here To wipe away all of my tears To banish all of my fears I need your hand to help me through Help me see these skies of blue Can I count on you Hello I’m silently screaming I’m barely breathing I’m falling please help me to stand I’m drowning please help me to land Please save me from this darkness and despair Oh please let me know you’re there Hello I need you here To wipe away all of my tears To banish all of my fears I need your hand to help me through Help me see these skies of blue Can I count on you Hello Hello
6.
Taxi Driver 02:02
When I grow up I wanna be a taxi driver When I grow up I wanna be a taxi driver I can take you to the airport Or pick you up from the bar Who am I kidding We’d never make it that far The American dream Is not for me I don’t wanna be a doctor a lawyer a rock star I just wanna drive my little yellow car When I grow up I wanna be a taxi driver When I grow up I wanna be a taxi driver Mr. Policeman what’s that you say To stay in my own lane Are you insane That stop sign was just getting in my way And that store didn’t need its front window anyway When I grow up I wanna be a taxi driver When I grow up I wanna be a taxi driver Everyone always says You can do anything if you set your mind So hop on in And we’ll go for a drive It’s a free ride If you survive
7.
Empty words And broken promises Are all I remember of you But I refuse To be remembered the way that I remember you And I refuse To make another pay for my mistakes the way that you did But how can I rise above the past When behind these angry eyes Are so many tears I haven’t cried But this anger is getting me nowhere ‘Cause I’m still living in the past Afraid to look ahead I keep looking back So I’ll cry my tears Face my fears And learn to forgive The unforgivable Sometimes I wanna cry For all the lives that you destroyed Including your own You’ve got everything and nothing You lived your life behind a mask You hid the truth from everyone Even fooled yourself And you followed in the footsteps Of the ones who came before You were not strong enough to break the chain But this anger is getting me nowhere ‘Cause I’m still living in the past Afraid to look ahead I keep looking back So I’ll cry my tears Face my fears And learn to forgive The unforgivable Won’t let you shame me again Won’t let you rape me again You stole my innocence But I’m taking back my life And I will be strong enough to break the chain So I cried my tears Faced my fears And I forgive you The unforgivable
8.
There were times in my life when the weight of the world was too much to bear alone And there were times in my life when I didn’t have the strength to stand on my own But then you came to me and held me up so high High enough to touch the sky And I believe there’s a reason for everything And I believe there’s a reason you were sent to me To help me through when I didn’t have a clue That the answer was there all along and it was you I used to feel so faithless used to think the world was so cruel But then you walked into my life the essence of hope And you showed me just how far a little faith can go You taught me to be The best that I could be And now I believe there’s a reason for everything And I believe there’s a reason you were sent to me To help me through when I didn’t have a clue That the answer was there all along and it was you And I believe there’s a reason for everything And I believe there’s a reason you were sent to me To help me through when I didn’t have a clue That the answer was there all along and it was you The answer was there all along and it was you It was you It was you It was you
9.
Standing here today Never thought you’d make it this far You look back on all the years From the sunlit days that seemed to last forever To the cold dark nights you didn’t know how you’d make it through You’re on your way You’re gonna fly Don’t know where you’re going but you’re gonna be alright And some may tell you That you won’t reach your dreams But who’s to say that you can’t try You’re gonna fly Good-bye’s not the easiest word to say And how do you tell them all they’ve meant ‘Cause we all fall down along the way But where would we be without their loving hands to pick us up And put us on our feet again You’re on your way You’re gonna fly Don’t know where you’re going but you’re gonna be alright And some may tell you That you won’t reach your dreams But who’s to say that you can’t try You’re gonna fly Today one chapter ends and another begins Oh it won’t be easy by any means The pages may tear Or become marred with tears You can’t change the past what’s done is done But you’re the only one who can write your ending You’re on your way You’re gonna fly Don’t know where you’re going but you’re gonna be alright And some may tell you That you won’t reach your dreams But who’s to say that you can’t try You’re gonna fly Hold on Oh you’re gonna fly
10.
Why 06:34
I’ve got so many questions Where are all the answers Oh I’ve been looking for someone Who with a few simple words could take this pain away ‘Cause he was the one I trusted with all my childhood secrets And sometimes he seemed to know me better than I knew myself But it was all a facade so he could use me For a purpose I never knew he needed to have fulfilled And I know now The only place I’ll find peace is in my own heart But it’s so hard When I’m asking Why did he think it was ok to take a part of me that wasn’t his to take And why was I prepared to take our little secret to the grave Why didn’t I see right through him why didn’t I have a clue Sometimes I watch the girl I used to be Like she’s on a movie screen The things he did were so wrong But it’s so surreal ‘cause that girl wasn’t me But every once in a while I’m that girl again I feel the hurt the sting of betrayal And I’m so scared ‘cause I don’t know what he’ll do next And I cry Why did he think it was ok to take a part of me that wasn’t his to take And why was I prepared to take our little secret to the grave Why didn’t I see right through him why didn’t I have a clue And why didn’t I love myself enough To let it all go And why did I allow his actions to take control Of four years of my life And why did I condemn myself to silence Until he hurt another

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Heather Hutchison's Sophomore release.

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released December 1, 2007

Produced by Brock Skywalker and Heather Hutchison
Engineered by Stew Kirkwood

Drums - Chris Davies, Stew Kirkwood (track 2)
Bass - Jordan Mann
Viola - Leanne Dammann
Guitars - Stew Kirkwood
Background Vocals - Mike Edel
Piano, Rhodes, Lead and Background Vocals - Heather Hutchison

All songs written by Heather Hutchison (SOCAN)

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Award winning singer/songwriter Heather Hutchison tells life stories rooted in the universal feelings of the human experience. With captivating melodies and strikingly powerful, honest lyrics that stay with you long after the song is over, Hutchison weaves achingly beautiful stories, both hopeful and broken-hearted. ... more

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